Still no word on my laptop :C it will be 2 weeks tomorrow when my laptop died :/ I need to do some calls I think.
I can't do any art while I am like this D': this computer doesn't like the software for my tablet, so I can't change the pen sensitivity or softness of the brush..I can't bare to draw when I can't have that, it makes all my art look like complete shit :C
I can draw on paper and that, but I like references..I can't really draw downstairs cause there isn't anywhere really for me to do that (plus I hate when people look over my shoulder) I am pretty picky I know D:
I have a ton of stuff I want to work on when I get my laptop back up and running I found some memes I might do, and art ideas and other neat sterffy sterfs.


Besides that there hasn't been much going on still..I am quite a lame person :c
I got some Christmas gifts to make in the next 2 weeks and things to buy lol I hate Christmas..even when I go out to make gifts for most people, it ends up costing me a fortune T_T ridiculous.


I still am gaming almost every night now just because I have nothing better to do :/ I am finally learning about the advanced tools on gmod; that's how much free time I have yesterday I made this cool cage thing when you pressed the open button it opened the top hatch and a board falls down for you to walk up on lol it even went back up too when you closed it which was a bit of a struggle lol I was pretty proud of it though I never did get it to float properly...

I finally got some good guitar strings a week or so ago <3 my guitar sounds amazing I just need a capo and a good tuner and I am set >w< There's a song I am trying to learn called: Another Sad Song from the movie Bandits (its a German film back in 97'? I can't remember) but my fingers won't cooperate D': its a lovely song, and I don't sound too haggard when I sing it.

oh well I guess its time for moar games...or another movie. Yesterday I watched Silent Night Deadly Night 2.."GARBAGE DAY." gawd, that movie was bad hahaha I don't know what movie to watch next..maybe Big Meat Eater! I love that movie! Any suggestions? I don't mind if they are terrible (as long as its funny terrible) I'd actually prefer it

Well it must be my lucky day~
I came home from work today to find my dad had got everything (including everything on my desktop) off and on the main computer <3 I nearly cried right there and then :'3 I still can't do any work for another 2 weeks until my laptop parts come in :/ and after that I will need a week or so to install programs and adjust everything to my6 liking. On this computer downstairs I get too distracted by everything.

So yeah, yesterday I played the full version of L4D2 with some friends. I only wanted to play until 11 or so but I ended up playing until 3am it is so fricken awesome!
That leads me to something else, is it hard to believe a girl plays competitively on games like TF2 or L4D? lol every so often people are like "zomg that guy has a girls name" or "you aren't a girl" (I don't talk on TF2 cause I am super shy) I lul every time


I don't know about most of you, but I am sick of seeing Twilight everywhere..I see it on my sites, and stores and now I can't go through my paper without seeing that desu freaks face >_< I really feel sorry for this generation..

it was about time I made this..

Watchers of me


Watched by me (these are in alphabetical order to a certain point, then they aren't)


Friends
Irl friends <3
(<--my right hand man)
Internetz friends <3 <3

IF I FORGOT YOU I AM SORRY D': </3 you may keek meh

CLUBS!

got this from

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e) ask something I've always wanted to know about you,
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Mr. Kips asked me to upload this video from one of my adventures: [link]
I can't remember what I said during that first bit...I was really excited to press things and make noise >w< I felt just like a kid :3 yai! (this was at the science center btw..don't really know what I was supposed to be learning from that thing though..it was entertaining none the less)
EDIT: yes, I did make that noise...when I get overly excited or hyper or what not, I do some pretty weird things but since I am older now, these times don't happen as much (as well as my A.D.D. luckly)

This week I have a couple ideas I really want to do for background pictures >w< hopefully I can draw them as how I can see them in my mind. I might get started on them tomorrow since I am living at the school...lawl its zee pj night tomorrow >w< if you see someone in bright orange pjs, its me -^w^-

Not much more to say for updates...When I get free time, I usually waste it on gaming or exercise instead of putting it to art use D: I should stop doing that really...